2020

 

 

 It's 2020

So now what? 

It's a new year and what am I supposed to do with that? Do I make a resolution to do or be something new? Do I try to be a better person for a while until I forget? Do I take time to learn something new, like playing the piano or learning to paint, for real? 

Or do I just simply reflect on what life has given me in the last year, know that all is good and exactly as it needs to be...and move on?

I'm going to go with the latter. I've worked hard on changing or making myself better many times at the beginning of a new year, and each time my resolve evaporated and I feel bad.

I'm not putting myself through that self-loathing again. Besides, I don't need to. I'm perfectly satisfied with any micro-adjustments I may need to make during the year to keep me on the path of loving more often, making better choices, and basically being a good person. I'm quite alright with where and how I am right now.