LIFE...IS A FUNNY THING.

WE GO THROUGH IT BLIND SOMETIMES...BLIND TO ALL THE MIRACLES IT SHOWS US EVERYDAY.

WE PASS THROUGH IT DAY AFTER DAY AND SOMETIMES WE NEVER EVEN STOP TO LOOK AROUND AND WONDER AT WHAT IT ALL IS AND HOW WE'RE BEING IN IT.

DO WE ASK OURSELVES HOW WE WANT TO BE IN THIS DAY? AND THEN ADJUST ACCORDINGLY? DO WE ASK OURSELVES WHAT KIND OF PERSON DO I WANT TO BE TODAY? 

 DO WE ASK...HOW WILL I LOVE TODAY?

DO WE ASK OURSELVES HOW WILL MY ACTIONS TODAY EFFECT MY FUTURE AND MY FUTURE SELF?

THESE ARE ALL THINGS I'VE BEEN ASKING MYSELF LATELY. I WANT TO GET TO THE HEART OF WHAT MY SOUL & HEART TRULY DESIRE. I WANT TO SEE WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF AND I WANT TO BECOME A TRUE ADVOCATE IN MY OWN LIFE, AND FOR THOSE THAT I CARE FOR MOST, IN THIS SHORT LIFE.

I WANT TO LOVE MORE...REALLY LOVE...THE UNCONDITIONAL KIND...THE TRANSCENDING KIND, THE KIND OF LOVE THAT CHANGES YOUR DNA, THE KIND THAT TAPS YOU INTO A GREATER SOURCE AND THAT MAKES LOVE OOZE OUT OF YOUR POURS AND INTO EVERYTHING YOU ARE AND DO...AT LEAST MOST OF WHAT YOU DO...I KNOW I'M A MERE HUMAN. AND I AM WELL AWARE OF MY FEARS. DO I HAVE ENOUGH GRIT? DO I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO TRULY CLIMB THIS MOUNTAIN?... CAN I LET GO AND LET SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF ME WHEN I'M FALLING?...DO I TRUST?

 I WANT TO BE LOVED...TRULY LOVED...ALL OF ME. I WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD AND SEEN, OR AT LEAST ASKED ABOUT MY HEART AND HOW IT SEES AND FEELS THIS LIFE.

I AM FULL...AND AM READY FOR THE OVERFLOW...THE RADIATING OUTWARD...IN ALL DIRECTIONS...SEEPING INTO THE CREVICES OF MY LIFE...THE OUTPOURING...

...OF LOVE 

I'M ENOUGH AND I'M ABSOLUTELY FUCKING TOUGH ENOUGH...
AND I'M TENDER ENOUGH...I AM ENOUGH...I AM...LOVE