MY MIND DOES SOME SILLY SHIT
IT MAKES UP SUCH INTERESTING STORIES AND SCENARIOS.
I LABEL MYSELF AS EITHER GOOD OR BAD BASED ON THESE THOUGHTS AND IDEAS. I SAY "THAT IS ANNOYING." " YOUR A HOTTIE." "YOU'RE KILLIN IT." OR "YOU NEED TO GET YOUR LAZY !@#$%^&* OUTSIDE." "YOU NEED, THIS/THAT AND OTHER CRAP."
"YOU OUGHT TO GET OUT MORE." YEAH, YEAH, YEAH.
I LABEL MY JOURNEY ON THIS PLANET AS EITHER GOOD, BAD OR SWEET, AND I BASE IT ON MOMENTARY LABELING OF EITHER PLEASURE OR PAIN.
I AM SUCH A FUNNY CREATURE. AND MY MIND IS SO BUSY WITH ALL KINDS OF SUPER INTERESTING AND DOWN RIGHT HILARIOUS MATERIAL. I OUGHT TO BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF, CONSTANTLY AT ALL THE !@#$%^&* THAT'S GOING ON UP THERE.
UNFORTUNATELY, MOST OF THE TIME, OR ALL OF THE TIME I AM SO ENTRENCHED IN, AND PART OF THESE STORIES, THAT I HAVE A DIFFICULT TIME DETACHING FROM THEM AND STEPPING BACK, AND JUST NOTICING... AND CRACKING MYSELF UP.
I WONDER...CAN I JUST BE WITH WHAT IS, INSTEAD OF A LABEL?
CAN MY MIND JUST NOTICE AND PERHAPS LAUGH OR DEEPLY CRY AT WHAT I SEE, HEAR AND EXPERIENCE?
THIS IS PART OF MY QUEST
TO SEE MY JOURNEY FOR WHAT IT IS...A JOURNEY...FULL OF FLAVOR, BITTER AND SWEET... INTENSE PLEASURE AND DULLING PAIN.
I HAVE A CHOICE TO EITHER EMBRACE IT AND LOOK AT IT, BE IN IT, LAUGH AT THE UPROARIOUS DARK COMEDY AT TIMES AND SHOUT IN ELATED ECSTASY!!...OR I CAN PUT IT IN A JAR, LABEL IT AND TELL A STORY ABOUT IT AGAIN AND AGAIN TO APPEASE MY INSANE, PRINTING PRESS PUMPING OUT STREAMS OF FICTION. EXHAUSTING!
LIFE...SUCH A SWEET EXPERIENCE...I CAN ONLY HOPE TO ENJOY IT AS IT COMES, IN ITS SMALL MOMENTS OF JUST BEING IN IT...FULLY
ALWAYS LOVED INCUBUS'S SONG "ARE YOU IN"
